Did you ever have those times in school when you really didn’t want to do the Physical Education activity for the day? Where you knew that it was going to be awful and that you were going to get a ball smashed into your head, or drown in the pool, or something awful like that. And then, just by luck, you got a sore throat and a sniffy nose, and if you screwed your eyes tightly enough you had a headache and you went to your parents and said, ‘I’m sick, can you write me a note?’ And then they wrote that amazing note of wonder:
Please excuse Ruth from today’s activity, she is not well enough to attend.
And then you got to go to the library instead and read? And the whole day was saved?
Or was that just me?
I know I got sick way too much when I was a kid. I think it was the way my introvert self coped when I was starting to feel peopled-out.
As an adult I have realised that getting sick is a very bad way of coping. There are better ways.
But there have still been times when I’ve caught myself thinking, ‘I wish someone would get me out of this commitment. I wish that my parents could write me a note saying I didn’t have to come.’
Moz was getting ready to go to work the other day. He put his jacket on and then checked all the pockets to make sure he had all the things – watch, phone, wallet, keys, pen – you know, all the things. As he patted his jacket, it made a crinkly noise.
He reached into his pocket and pulled out a piece of paper. He unfolded it and showed it to me. It was a note that simply said, ‘No.’
Our pastor Pete had given it to him. It was a permission slip. Permission to say, ‘No.’
I love it.
For some commitments we feel like we need to have a Really Good ReasonTM not to do things. That our own reasons are not good enough and that we need some authority to step in and tell us we don’t have to go.
Sometimes, we can feel so overwhelmed that the thought of being hit by a car and having to go to hospital is appealing, because at least then we could sit still for a while.
If this is you, I’d like to write you a permission slip. My permission slip simply says, ‘No.’
You can tell people, ‘no’ and not give a reason.
You can say ‘no’ and not even have a ‘good enough’ reason in your own mind.
Sometimes, ‘no’ is a very reasonable response on its own.
Now, this doesn’t apply to everyone. And the problem I have here is that if you’re thinking, ‘I wish this applied to me, but it clearly doesn’t.’ Then chances are that it does apply to you. And if you’re thinking, ‘Oooo excellent, I’ll take that,’ then maybe you’re the person who needs to stretch yourself just a little bit more.
You’re going to have to be sensible here.
But, seriously, if you’re in the place where sitting in a hospital bed seems more appealing than what you need to do in the next week, I’d suggest that a little bit of saying ‘no’ is in order.
Give it a go.
Find out that the world will still spin without you.
You have my permission to rest.
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If you would like to read more, in My Year of Saying No, I tell the story of my own saying no journey, what I learned about saying no, saying yes, and bringing peace to my life.